The Top Ten Most Hipster Things in 2014

April 16th, 2014
  1. Fun
  2. “Hangin’ “
  3. Weddings
  4. Babies
  5. Parents
  6. Cars
  7. Florida
  8. Oxygen
  9. Shelter
  10. College

I hope if / when I have kids, they will feel no shame for the things in life that excite them.

Edward Gorey Inspired Portraits

February 2nd, 2014

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In November & December of 2013, The Hideout Theatre put up a production entitled  A Bedtime Gorey,  improvised bedtime stories inspired by the works of macabre illustrator, Edward Gorey. I was struck by the set design, costuming, and makeup of the improvisers so I decided to setup a few lights and capture it.

Strengths & Weaknesses

October 31st, 2013

Kiki and ABR800 ring flash with moon unit
A wise person once told me that the most productive and creative people on the planet journal consistently. I keep a black journal on me at all times (well, almost). A lot more ideas go into it than I share publicly, but still I have not felt creative lately. Despite being someone whom creates constantly, I have felt productive  but not creative.

One thing I HAVE done lately is acquire some camera equipment that I’ve been thinking about getting for years and years. One such item is a 56″ moon unit reflector soft box to use with my trusted ABR800 ringflash light. This off-camera tool with allow me to do more fancy lighting with more consistency and control. I’m still not crazy about artificial lighting but it’s nice to have when you’re looking to book a larger variety of gigs.

Some people say “don’t show weakness”. I don’t know if I’m into that. I always feel much more human when I just show you my cards.

I struggle with comparing myself to others, both in positive and negative ways. Todd Roeth is always five steps ahead of me in the most endearing way and I owe a huge part of who I am to the possibilities that he’s shown me just by living his life with intense purpose. Both Nessa K and Nadine Latief have created booming photography businesses (far more successful than mine in many ways), yet I still remember meeting with them to talk about camera stuff as they were getting started. Noël Wells has made her way to Saturday Night Live, and I remember sitting in the same improv workshop as her. All these people have really taken off with their careers and creativity and sometimes I wonder if I’m not asking enough of myself. This is a bizarre feeling because I don’t necessarily want the same lives that these folks have achieved. I have a lot of interests and I pursue all of them equally. Every since I was thirteen, I have asked myself: Is it better to pour all your passion into one focus, or do all the stuff you want at the same time. I can’t say I’m not jealous of other people sometimes. But I can say that I’m extremely excited for these people. I just sometimes forget that I’m uber-lucky too and constantly asking the question “am I doing what I want?”.

Pumpkin Cemetery by Halyn
On a more positive note, Halyn and I have been making more efforts to live the kind of lives we say we want all the time. This usually just results in more indulgent uses of our time. For example, Halyn wanted to make a pumpkin cemetery for our yard and this is the fruit of that idea! I love it and I think she did a glorious job with it. She’s constantly finding creative projects for herself while going the extra effort for others as well (her cheer gym, friends, family).

This post doesn’t have a strong focus. I’m completely fine with that. I feel much better for writing it.

 

New Goals for 2013

July 24th, 2013

alaska-shrine-sunset

  1. Do something the minute that I’m inspired to do it
  2. Keep my journal on me at all times
  3. Get less approval
  4. Be satisfied with myself
  5. Lose Weight
  6. Contradict myself more immediately
  7. Leave more blank spaces
  8. Indulge more dumb ideas